Thursday, May 11, 2023

Animal Kingdom

-to all places for animals etc
-a lot of each breeds' foods they like just lying around on the ground and keep reappearing. And animals can will the (already dead) food to appear
-different sections of these for different breeds. To stop animals attacking each other
-they are safe here and humans can't get to them
-any animal etc can teleport TO their style section when they find out about them
-and teleport OUT too. Maybe if they want to live in another themed place
-like in the Universe sickness is reversed. And crimes are movements that are blocked
-the food layout is the same but different animals are changed to suit this environment
-these are on the sea beds

Monday, May 1, 2023

Days of our Lives

-a soap opera created on me since about November 1984

-I call it that like the series on our Earth. Because like the Days logo the hourglass. New Zealand's two main Islands are shaped like the upper and lower chambers. Tauranga is Salem. DAYS and LIVES like AGE  r

-maybe the main villains

-Jenette Kahn the comic book head- who has wrecked me recording my own songs. Maybe wrecked two marriages to males. Put me in a marriage with an adulterous Lois Lane style woman. Plans and has given me signals she plans to- torch me. Which makes me terrible. Set up my whole life to be grueling tragedy after the other. Like creating a legend. Now from what I see a mass of media works since 1979 are partly based on me. Dealing with themes like me being disfigured and my wife having public affairs. Has contracted a mass of important companies to close if I don't live like she wants. Including her and songs saying she has brought Phone and Internet companies in on it maybe meaning almost all would close. Song It's my Life by Talk Talk. Got a type of son set up to replace me when I would have been King of England when once I was going to do a mass of miracles for them. Tried to rig me eating a stick and having sex with a male, to get me pregnant and force me to raise the child. Has a dangerous hard direct style to her. In a column she wrote she said Lex Luthor gets put through the grinder. Flew across to Tauranga several times to harass me. With DC Comics paying for it. DC Comics VPs Jim Lee and Geoff Jones have also harassed me at a supermarket. Kahn interfered with two submission replies. Comments she has said in comics that show her character. Fair Warning (feature page title). Jenette Kahn read it on a flight back from England and loved it. The first thing Jenette Kahn does at a party is ask if the celebrity is a comic reader. Don't call me Chief (Column title)

-the woman I think the Church and Jenette Kahn have set me up with. Like Lois Lane. In the style of Posh Spice, Smallville, Lois and Clark. I know if the marriage got bad she would just wind up having public affairs. And unlike about any other woman in any marriage she would bring them in to the home. Sleep over night with them, have meals use the lounge etc. And involve her other boyfriend in family affairs. Two sort of paranormal events decades ago are like saying this. And saying God would just let  them in to Heaven. On a School camp in 1979 I was in a Cabin with several other boys. Over night I found myself out of my top bunk waking up on the concrete floor in the dark unhurt. Like being kicked out of our bedroom by her and her boyfriend. And at a night in New Zealand's biggest city Auckland in 1981. I spent the night alone in a very small Hotel room down the hall from my grandparents. Like saying when she brings her lover in I am sent to another room of the home. On that trip I bought the comic near the Hotel All-Star Squadron 5 introducing the new Fire-Brand. There was a girl my age looking like her sitting on the bottom of the stairs in the Reception. I think she might have gone to my High School, lived in my Road and been a Prostitute after school hours. The Tina Turner album called Foreign Affair. She would take her lover on special events trips. With the Governments going along with it. Maybe because Jenette Kahn has control over important companies and can close them. And Lois has it in signed contracts she can do what she wants while I have to be the proper husband

-Jesus Christ- maybe got rid of two husbands Spider-Man actor Tom Holland and a man like or Coronation Street character David Platt (a man like me). The 101 Dalmatians toy reel I had when young. The male and female dog owners get WOUND up PLATT in their dog leashes and fall in to a POND HOLE LAND. At the end of the tape a Church Wedding then a distorted white gravestone shot with my initials in reverse on it 'AM'. When I got my super powerful miracle power. I repeated at MARINE PARADE over and over Bop Bup Bup. Like a row of sixes. Maybe that phase was used to show Jesus was joyful when he wrecked the marriage to the BUG actor. MARINE PARADE as in MARRYING PARKER actor. While still visiting Tauranga I asked a woman in a home like in Falcon Crest looking like character. ANGELA (HOLLAND) CHANNING (CORONATION Street) for money. I think Jesus uses the method with me to keep WINDING me up. Like WINDSOR High the Archie style comics I think might be made on me. And sands WINDING through the hourglass. I think Jesus Christ out of all would be portrayed as the main antagonist in the Days series. A lot of my problems and setbacks caused by him. Not caring him rigging things for me to do TURNS people on me when first impressions are important. My mother's name CHRISTine with once 'CA' tattooed on her hand and a married name like SCORINGE. Maybe meaning Christ has no CARING for me. I may never get real support on Earth. But he might do these things to me ignoring the feelings of my fans from my powerful miracles in space. And I think in my case if people did the above to me these people. He would take them to Heaven because they are close to God, live otherwise good Christian lives. And I would be forced to love Lois properly when she can do what she wants. And I would need to try with God. But because my feelings aren't genuine and deep down I hate Jesus I would go to Hell

Monday, March 27, 2023

Facts of Life

-about 1 unpleasant comment to anyone apart those in Heaven. In the last 7 years. When after too much scanning I swore at a female car driver

-not one wet dream ever

-probably not once showing any 'teenage angst' all through my teens

-I have never had a truly bad day

-I have never been actually happy or sad

Saturday, March 25, 2023

Sanctuary Supreme

-in each Solar System there is a world where the Sun was

-the lands inside it are like in my design for a city I called Sanctuary Supreme

-on the outside of the Sanctuary Supremes the bottom half are all black

-on the top half of them they are white on the outside. With like an upside down pyramid coming down the middle. This pyramid has curved sides. And black lines Cross-Hatching in it. (like webbing)

-there are layers all through these once Suns. Each layer has the city designs of Sanctuary Supreme. Going up the centre of these layers is like a vertical tunnel

-the homes are the buildings similar to an apartment tower each


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Thursday, March 23, 2023

Ostracized

 -maybe a lot of those in it against me corrupt will be ostracized 

-about 1982 in my grandparents back garden

-I found a grapefruit with an equal sized one growing out of the side of it

-the two grapefruit joined like partners. Like saying people will lose their friends and family

-a grapefruit is a CITRUS fruit

-CITRUS as in OSTRACIZED

-the star shapes of the fruit. The grapefruit growing out of the side of the other one. Like these people are made OUT  CASTS

-for what they did and tried to do to me. A person who does important miracles over space. Stars joining in mass to try to keep ruining my life. For risking the closing down of a lot of important companies. And for maybe the bad side effects their actions might have wound up over space

-CITRUS as in STARS

-CITRUS as in CELEBRITIES

-OSTRACIZED as in EXTRA SIZED

Thursday, March 16, 2023

Whizzer

 -MAYBE I with that switched  to another 'Universe'

-I might have moved to another same looking place as ours on Friday March 31st, 2017. When I took a bus ride to the next town. And by the mountain MAUAO. As in MESSSIAH. Or MAU / AO as in Antti-Messiah

-then at Marine Parade by the beach I said over and over Bop Bup Bup. And that might have moved me there. Like 'b' and 'p' in each beat look like a 6 or 666. And I was saying BEATS as in my BEAST BED SPREAD. The night before hand I had a dream of a  Parade of DC Comics characters in different themed groups. All in full body oversized 'China' costumes. And before I took the bus ride I scanned pages of a DC Comics directory and Posted them in themes. The comic called WHO's WHO. Like one side of me did now incredible powerful miracles while there. And this side of me was a fake

Saturday, March 11, 2023

Holiday

-two secure illnesses I have so I might never have to look for work / study / look for work

-I have trouble walking. In the day lately it has been better. But at nights I used to inching around. I still would struggle always to walk more than one or two blocks. And walking several blocks for years has been an ordeal with me constantly stopping. At times from 5pm onwards at night I struggle to walk almost falling over

-my Constipation problem. I sort of go in cycles of how my bowels move. At times they go normally for maybe a few months. And sometimes it changes to a new problem. Last year lot of the year I never passed feces motions. And through the day I get frequent urine surges. The whole year I would go three months without feces passing then about 10 times over 10 days. My body really buckles as I try to stop it. But I end up with urine being released. Maybe even on to the carpet. And if I was out of my home I couldn't get to a toilet in time and it would go on the floor. Some times for a while I often pass motion other times I go a long time not. But the surges continue. Lately I have passed bowel motions much better and the urine surges aren't as bad. But they are still problems. With my Constipation the problem keeps changing so it could go back to being bad again. The urine surges can happen any time. My bowel movements and these surges have been partly better in recent months, but far from right. And things with my Constipation keep changing from year to year. Even if I shower in the morning. If my feces has built up but I can't yet pass it. I am going to get over and over showing soiled clothes. The times maybe a few times a year. I don't pass enough feces. I am going back and forwards to the toilet over a day. Needing to wash clothes over and over

-and the main mental illness I suffer from. I sometimes feel like my mind is frenzied. I am stumbling making mistakes and anxious. It only takes a comment or even my spirits to be lifted to set this off

-I get tired and dangerously shaky when biking large distances

-I probably can't try to walk a block safely 

-my legs often get stiff by the late afternoon making it hard to work

-when my Constipation is playing up. Even if I shower in the morning. Biking around in the heat can cause my pants to be soiled. And if I could not avoid going to the toilet while out it would leave bad brown marks on the seat

-a few times a year while it is harder to pass motions. The feces would keep coming constantly. I feel the pressure over and over. Soiling underwear again and again in the day constantly. Meaning I have no way of working or studying

-a real problem for doing things. These days my legs are often really shaky. I often almost fall over. It gets worse later in the day. But even going out to the supermarket about 1pm is a bad idea. By the time a job or course finishes each day I could be struggling to get around


Sanctuary Supreme

Sanctuary Supreme